I wonder

Many times I wonder what does Master Hirasawa think about being human, what does he think about pain and solitude? what does he think about attachment and about life?

I wonder how a soul such as his producing an art such as his, still endures and goes on and on, everfolding and generously sharing its gift still, instead of ending it all.

I wonder and wonder and often I burn of the need of an answer of him. I yearn to have an answer, to get a sign, any sign of an answer through his work or his tweets. But he either doesn't give in or I'm seriously deaf to a stupid extent.

Shisho, how is it you still go on? how is it it still matters enough that not only you go on but it is genuine? I need to know how you do it, while staying true and giving in healing and breath to the likes of me

If Porcelein

who told you that you were permitted to settle in?
who told you that this or that would last forever?
did no one ever tell you that you will never
in the world
feel at home in the world?

This made my day...

Amidst all the suffering, there is a little piece of entertainment that soothes me a little, even if it's a glimpse.

MAA

Reposting because it's FF VII and it's amazing

Susumu Time

My obsession is merciful come to think of it: by the time Im done draining and assimilating some tracks, it shifts to another one and gives me a change before taking me back to previous ones. At this rate, I might never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done,never be done, never be done, never be done, never be done...