3/23/19
3/16/19
Fucking Tax Season
Fuck tax season and the stress I inflict to myself about it because I'm STILL not in control of the filing timeline, because scholar last year.
Also, fuck the money owed to the federal government, half of my salary! What the freaking fuck? Am I a student or the lost child of the Benjamin Franklin of Benjamin Franklins?
I already wasted too precious of a time trying to understand the American tax system and now I am still ending up with this trashbag of a surprise.
And this shit is so random and unruly that others' feedback is widely variable and even people in my same financial and status shoes didn't end up with this bloody surprises!!!
And I have nothing to diffuse this anger in and I have exams and homework due next week and my anger is really...
Just whenever I start getting a grip on my financial situation in this country, they throw some shit like this my way. I am frankly starting to wonder if someone somewhere wants me to get in debt so bad, so very very bad.
Meanwhile, experiencing a Keane renaissance..
To think, this stuff used to shift my mood easily. I'mma need a LOT of yoga and meditation for this one. But hold on, I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR A LOT OF ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.
The only silver lining is that I won't need to wait for another organization to file my taxes and I will get on that shitty oh shitty task as soon as it starts, before it gets in the way of my finances, my exams, my work, my time and my life.
Also, fuck the money owed to the federal government, half of my salary! What the freaking fuck? Am I a student or the lost child of the Benjamin Franklin of Benjamin Franklins?
I already wasted too precious of a time trying to understand the American tax system and now I am still ending up with this trashbag of a surprise.
And this shit is so random and unruly that others' feedback is widely variable and even people in my same financial and status shoes didn't end up with this bloody surprises!!!
And I have nothing to diffuse this anger in and I have exams and homework due next week and my anger is really...
Just whenever I start getting a grip on my financial situation in this country, they throw some shit like this my way. I am frankly starting to wonder if someone somewhere wants me to get in debt so bad, so very very bad.
Meanwhile, experiencing a Keane renaissance..
To think, this stuff used to shift my mood easily. I'mma need a LOT of yoga and meditation for this one. But hold on, I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR A LOT OF ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.
The only silver lining is that I won't need to wait for another organization to file my taxes and I will get on that shitty oh shitty task as soon as it starts, before it gets in the way of my finances, my exams, my work, my time and my life.
3/13/19
Something is going on
And I don't know what it is exactly. I don't know why, I don't know how. It just feels like I'm on the edge of a steep slip.
I'm trying to keep up the great work. Between healthy eating, yoga, meditation and satisfying work for the classes, I cannot for the life of me understand why there are those weird disconnecting disconnected episodes. So I am clinging on to some savepoints, some reminders, in the hope this will pass or at least will make sense at some point.
I'm trying to keep up the great work. Between healthy eating, yoga, meditation and satisfying work for the classes, I cannot for the life of me understand why there are those weird disconnecting disconnected episodes. So I am clinging on to some savepoints, some reminders, in the hope this will pass or at least will make sense at some point.
