Angel Sanctuary

A state of restlessness that is quite serious. I did it. I will therefore be able to handle it.

I'm aware it is one of them phases where my perspective is so narrow I only see the black spot of that big artwork. And 1984 isn't a healthy choice for a pick-me-up.

Besides, as soon as I was done with the damn book, I was thinking of another Palahniuk marathon - wtf- then I thought of A.S. - what the freaking f- and then I though of the Tablets of Thoth - I mean come on-.

All my intake lately has been a whirlpool of sufferance, manipulation, grief, and more of manipulation under headless or inexistent gods' eyes. I need a FRESH PERSPECTIVE, not other nails for my coffin.

Whatever you say Adam K.

Need a break.

1984 by George Orwell in my ears.

I'm trying to deal with the fact that I'm done with RG Veda, once again, and for now.

I really should work on that emotional wreck and mindfuck I have to go through every fucking time I have to read over or watch over or play over something that is extremely dear to me. I mean wtf, how am I supposed to explain my gloom to colleagues and acquaintances? I won't always be available to be emotionally and psychologically retarded. I have commitments. I will have more.

If only my fucking facial expression and my fucking voice weren't that fucked up.

Thank you Kujaku

And the rest of the dreadful...

That dreadful part

Poor, poor Karouybinga.

I'm NOT crying. I tell it when I cry..usually...
I get all Taishakuten's actions, but when it comes to Karura-ô, I don't. She was abiding by his rule and a good pawn and nothing was too pricy so why would you go for the weakling that she loves? why?

Yasha-ô and Ashura-ô

No poo for one year

I just realized: I've been champoo free for more than a year by now.

Awesome times with Path'

She showed me this Southern-african band and they ROCK.

Plus, their videoclips are a the kind of treats I enjoy.

My little sister on the video though:

-"I find you creepy and it's scaring me out."

Aïcha

Strange Circus

On rewatch.

This might be a bad idea given the fact I have to wake up at 5h30 and this movie tends to send me on a cerebral overdrive.

Ô Ashura-ô

Through RG Veda once again

My first CLAMP ever. My first manga ever.

And let me tell you something : when you are 10 years old or so and your first experience with manga is RG Veda, it's basically losing your virginity in a BDSM gangbang with 2G1C and 1G1J types of people.

If I concentrate, I'm a kid again, crying herself to sleep because everyone's sufferance is resonating harshly and deeply within me and the gods get beheaded and can't look for their creations and I don't know how to help or ease anyone's pain and the way Karyoubinga went was so cruel and in fact everyone doesnt die peacefully and doesn't seem to have achieved what he/she wanted and poor Ashura and...and..and..you can't confide in anyone, not even the boy who brings you the MANGA magazines since he doesn't even bother reading them himself -unless for the yu yu hakusho parts.

But I'm not there, I'm gone

I'm Not There on rewatch.

I have to admit: Sonic Youth made a beautiful rendition of the original Dylan song. The movie OST is beautiful in fact.