8/28/20

Lovecraft Country

 Watched the first two episodes of Lovecraft Country and it is a triggering but necessary watch. I just love that we get some satisfaction within every episode.


On the other hand, great find by the show and Jordan Peele is doing guuuuuut



A rat done bit my sister Nell.

(with Whitey on the moon)

Her face and arms began to swell.

(and Whitey's on the moon)

I can't pay no doctor bill.

(but Whitey's on the moon)

Ten years from now I'll be payin' still.

(while Whitey's on the moon)

The man jus' upped my rent las' night.

('cause Whitey's on the moon)

No hot water, no toilets, no lights.

(but Whitey's on the moon)

I wonder why he's uppi' me?

('cause Whitey's on the moon?)

I was already payin' 'im fifty a week.

(with Whitey on the moon)

Taxes takin' my whole damn check,

Junkies makin' me a nervous wreck,

The price of food is goin' up,

An' as if all that shit wasn't enough

A rat done bit my sister Nell.

(with Whitey on the moon)

Her face an' arm began to swell.

(but Whitey's on the moon)

Was all that money I made las' year

(for Whitey on the moon?)

How come there ain't no money here?

(Hm! Whitey's on the moon)

Y'know I jus' 'bout had my fill

(of Whitey on the moon)

I think I'll sen' these doctor bills,

Airmail special

(to Whitey on the moon)

8/27/20

This is so fucking disgusting

 


Amerikkka in blatant light, Amerikka's systematic racism on fucking cameras for the Xth time.

This is just.... I have no words at this point, it's fucking disgusting. I cannot wait to be done with my degree and move.

8/26/20

The Feels

 I can't even at this point.


N. wrapped his big FF VII initiation with FF VII AC Complete and I'm so emptied and tired and it's 1h00am













                


Great Hunger

 “The Bushmen in the Kalahari Desert talk about the two "hungers". There is the Great Hunger and there is the Little Hunger. The Little Hunger wants food for the belly; but the Great Hunger, the greatest hunger of all, is the hunger for meaning...

There is ultimately only one thing that makes human beings deeply and profoundly bitter, and that is to have thrust upon them a life without meaning.

There is nothing wrong in searching for happiness. But of far more comfort to the soul is something greater than happiness or unhappiness, and that is meaning. Because meaning transfigures all. Once what you are doing has for you meaning, it is irrelevant whether you're happy or unhappy. You are content - you are not alone in your Spirit - you belong.”


― Laurens van der Post

8/20/20

 



8/14/20

Friendship is all the Hues of Gold

 Replaying FF VII Original and this part just hits goddamn different yet familiar again T.T


Best team, best drag and drag dance and drag dress ever