8/24/19

NYC, So far

NYC Trip Part 1:

1-Stealing the T-shirt he bought as a souvenir (Because he'll never wear it anywhere else anyway and it's a waste of a 2 dollars Goodwill T-shirt)

2-Spending time in Bushwick and Brooklyn while the couple is off to romantic adventures.




3-Reading Yukio Mishima's Confessions of a Mask, TWICE, on the same trip. That's how much commute time I spent in the NYC metro system. But it was the only way to get some time down at the Bronx and it's not like I give enough re-reading to Mishima so...




NYC is definitely NOT my cup of tea, and I sure wish the touristic tendencies of my entourage got answered. Perhaps next time we can venture someplace less crowded and overrun by everything and everyone.

8/19/19

Enfin un sourire

Depuis Mars que je n'ai pas vraiment souri, ou que je ne me suis pas rendue compte que j'etais contente et de bonne humeur.

Pas l'effet que j'attendais au bout de cette tournee de NYC, mais c'est plus que le bienvenue apres la premiere partie un peu triste, un peu pourrie, un peu pourrie-gatee de ces vacances.




8/13/19

This girl is just too precious


What else is there to say?

8/3/19

Era

Nostalgia turned into a relentless chase over internet and cross references to finally find those tracks.

I listened to those tracks back in days I had no access to internet and didn't even know the name of the band or the song.

Why do I not put such relentlessness in my own research :(?


7/27/19

Kangaroo Court Motherfuckers XD XD

Oh America X'D


7/13/19


Composed by 12th Century Christian mystic, writer, composer, philosopher, Hildegard Von Bingen, a visionary who left behind a treasure trove of illuminated manuscripts, treatises on theology, medicine, botany, the arts, & above all her extraordinary music. Hildegard's contributions to the cannon of universal spirituality & mysticism, are immeasurable. Her work transcends centuries & musical, religious/mystical genres. It awakened me to the ancient philosophy of "The Music of the Spheres.” That if the human body is made entirely of elements forged by stars, then indeed we are celestial bodies & the cosmos is within us. If the rotation of heavenly spheres produce tones & harmony, then they must resonate within us. Thus, music in its most sublime form, is our participation in the harmony of the universe. That we may bring some harmony to our souls in our longing to return to our celestial home.

O Vis Aeternitatis-Hildegard von BingenO power within Eternity:
All things you held in order in your heart,
and through your Word were all created according to your will.
And then your very Word was clothed within that form of flesh 
from Adam born. 
R. 
And so his garments were washed and cleansed from greatest suffering.
V. 
How great the Savior’s goodness is!
For he has freed all things by his own Incarnation,
which divinity breathed forth unchained by any sin.
R. 
And so his garments were washed and cleansed by greatest suffering.
Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit.
R. 
And so his garments were washed and cleansed by greatest suffering.

7/6/19

On that day

I left the work office early, bought strawberries and chocolate, made chocolate wrapped strawberries then collapsed in front of the TV with my period, watching a movie where someone orders a wine glass of pinot from a food truck

Apparently, turning 30 is a big thing.

It doesn't feel that way, doesn't feel like anything special.

Never thought my birthday was special in the first place, don't remember most f those days, and it is the case for this too