Through RG Veda once again

My first CLAMP ever. My first manga ever.

And let me tell you something : when you are 10 years old or so and your first experience with manga is RG Veda, it's basically losing your virginity in a BDSM gangbang with 2G1C and 1G1J types of people.

If I concentrate, I'm a kid again, crying herself to sleep because everyone's sufferance is resonating harshly and deeply within me and the gods get beheaded and can't look for their creations and I don't know how to help or ease anyone's pain and the way Karyoubinga went was so cruel and in fact everyone doesnt die peacefully and doesn't seem to have achieved what he/she wanted and poor Ashura and...and..and..you can't confide in anyone, not even the boy who brings you the MANGA magazines since he doesn't even bother reading them himself -unless for the yu yu hakusho parts.

But I'm not there, I'm gone

I'm Not There on rewatch.

I have to admit: Sonic Youth made a beautiful rendition of the original Dylan song. The movie OST is beautiful in fact.

This stare

It says it all.

Ghost in the Shell 2.0 on rewatch

Sending a Dream To The Universe

Once Upon a Time, I thought I disliked music and it was one of those things that didn't speak to me.

Then, one as Nobuo came by and my soul melted. After, second as Susumu reached me and my heart wasted.

As much as I loathe the overwhelming power the music of these two have over me, however I pity my being for melting and wasting away at the uninterested works of fellow humans, I still send prayers whenever I'm praying, as soon as I remember them, in their names, sending prayers for these two ar tonelicos of my own.

May I stop being before your music ceases.

I know I'm starting to be dead sleepy when :

• I don't recognize my right from my behind.
• I start thinking Pyramid Head is in Resident Evil and Pinhead is in Silent Hill.
• Gozu starts making sense.
• I strongly believe somehow, I will be paid 300 dhs if I pee myself.
• I start wallowing in  Leto related pity because I'm thinking Leto died.

Just saying

One of these days, I will die out of my overlove to Final Fantasy VII.

Reproducing and dying

Puppet Master: I refer to myself as an intelligent life form because I am sentient and I am able to recognize my own existence, but in my present state I am still incomplete. I lack the most basic processes inherent in all living organisms: reproducing and dying.

Major Motoko Kusanagi: But you can copy yourself.

Puppet Master: A copy is just an identical image. There is the possibility that a single virus could destroy an entire set of systems and copies do not give rise to variety and originality. Life perpetuates itself through diversity and this includes the ability to sacrifice itself when necessary. Cells repeat the process of degeneration and regeneration until one day they die, obliterating an entire set of memory and information. Only genes remain. Why continually repeat this cycle? Simply to survive by avoiding the weaknesses of an unchanging system.